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Volmarr
15 April 2008 @ 08:32 pm
Centropy is the opposing force of entrophy, thus centropy is the staying of the energy/light making up matter in it's gathered form. Centropy is controlled by gravity in the physical level, and on higher frequency levels consciousness control. Gravitational control of centrophy in the physical level results in eventual death of all material based forms.

For this reason a time machine would have to possess it's own separate consciousness to hold it's form when moving into the higher frequency realms or it risks exploding into a tremendous energy radiation explosion.
 
 
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Volmarr
15 April 2008 @ 07:32 pm
I just had the realization of how the force of gravity creates the illusion of time, and also how this relates to the force of entropy. I just realized that energy moves in all dimensions at once, not just the 3 dimensions of the material plane, this explains why gravity creates time and space. I can explain that entropy is decay of the effects of gravity holding together energy into matter. Also then this makes me realize how on the higher frequency levels of reality there is no time as at faster energy frequencies light/energy is not trapped by the forces of gravity, ie: time only exists in material existence, not in the more spiritual levels. What this also means is that if you can increase the forces of entropy then you can speed up time/space and if you increase the forces of gravity then you can slow down time/space, though it is possible I have those effects reversed. This also means that if you can move outside of the effects of gravity then you can go into a place where you can reappear at any point in time/space. This process would be done through the changing of the energy frequency of the time-travel vehicle and all of it's contents. Physical time travel is very possible in real life!
 
 
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Volmarr
31 May 2007 @ 01:59 pm
You scored as Old-school Goth, You are an old-school goth. Forget Tina and Rogue, your idols are still Siouxsie and Peter and Fat Bob, and black lipstick and white powder is still the way to go. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.

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Romantic Goth

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Old-school Goth

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Perky Goff

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Ethereal Goth

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Anything-Goes Goth

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Cyber-goth

67%

Industrial/Rivet-Head

67%

Fantasy Goth

54%

Death Rocker

50%

Confused Outsider

8%

Understanding Outsider

4%

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Volmarr
22 May 2007 @ 04:09 am
This is a very interesting article...

Fears for Democracy in India

By MARTHA C. NUSSBAUM

On February 27, 2002, the Sabarmati express train arrived in thestation of Godhra, in the state of Gujarat, bearing a large group ofHindu pilgrims who were returning from a trip to the purportedbirthplace of the god Rama at Ayodhya (where, some years earlier, angryHindu mobs had destroyed the Babri mosque, which they claimed was ontop of the remains of Rama's birthplace). The pilgrimage, like manyothers in recent times, aimed at forcibly constructing a temple overthe disputed site, and the mood of the returning passengers, frustratedin their aims by the government and the courts, was angrily emotional.When the train stopped at the station, the Hindu passengers got intoarguments with Muslim passengers and vendors. At least one Muslimvendor was beaten up when he refused to say Jai Sri Ram ("Hail Rama"). As the train left the station, stones were thrown at it, apparently by Muslims.

Fifteen minutes later, one car of the train erupted in flames.Fifty-eight men, women, and children died in the fire. Most of the deadwere Hindus. Because the area adjacent to the tracks was made up ofMuslim dwellings, and because a Muslim mob had gathered in the regionto protest the treatment of Muslims on the train platform, blame wasimmediately put on Muslims. Many people were arrested, and some ofthose are still in detention without charge — despite the fact that twoindependent inquiries have established through careful sifting of theforensic evidence that the fire was most probably a tragic accident,caused by combustion from cookstoves carried on by the passengers andstored under the seats of the train.


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Volmarr
21 May 2007 @ 06:59 am

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Volmarr
10 May 2007 @ 05:08 pm
They lost Scotty in the mountains, LOL!
 
 
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Volmarr
22 April 2007 @ 10:23 pm
Result of Quiz :: What vampire clan do you belong to?  
You scored as Toreador. You belong to the Toreador bloodline. Often regarded as vain or shallow, the Toreador are blessed with a striking, almost supernatural beauty. Toreador are so driven by the pursuit of beauty that they are often highly connected with art, music, or theater. While they do have a uncanny ability to seduce and manipulate mortals, many other vampires simply dismiss them as decadant pretty-boys.


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Volmarr
25 March 2007 @ 09:39 am
READ THIS!!!! ====> http://www.nonesoblind.org/blog/?page_id=2
 
 
Volmarr
25 March 2007 @ 09:08 am
A very interesting article..


What "Given" Right to Dominion?

by Dr. Gerry Lower | Mar 24 2007 - 12:20pm |  permalink
article tools: email | print | read more Dr. Gerry Lower

The overwhelming majority of Americans agree that democracy is thepolitical philosophy of choice in the modern world, but most Americansknow very little about the WHAT of democracy as it emerged over twocenturies ago. They know even less about HOW democracy emerged and theyknow virtually nothing about WHY democracy emerged in their homeland.

That ignorance explains why many Americans are currently unable tomake a distinction between corrupt corporate capitalism and democracy,thinking them to be synonymous. It is as if we have not yet experiencedadequate numbers of political and corporate scandals to get themessage. Only flat out ignorance can explain our current position,which is essentially 180 degrees off course from what our FoundingFathers had in mind.

That ignorance thrives in the U.S. because knowledge of human rightsand democracy has been made irrelevant for both rich and poor instruggling to survive a competitive socioeconomic system which knowslittle of family and community values. In other words, capitalismnourishes ignorance as it nourishes materialism in the interest ofshallowness. Capitalism has made the U.S. into a nation in which boththe rich and poor are desperate, to thrive and to survive, respectively.

To make matters worse, for about one third of Americans, thatignorance is overt and happily maintained regardless of the facts ofthe matter. These are people who live in a world of their ownfabrication. Recent polls indicate that the average Republican has notlearned a thing in the past 5 years of the Bush administration'sincomprehensible and incompetent decision-making (1).

This is blind loyalty to god and country that goes beyond any graspof reason (2). In doing so, it simply cannot have anything to do withAmerican democracy and Jefferson's natural theology which made theChrist human and placed God in "the will of the people." In contrast todemocracy, under religious capitalism the people are assigned nodivinity whatsoever.

It does beg the question as to how Americans can feel that they havesome "given" right to dominate world politics and economics. Theycannot do so in the name of American "democracy" - because human rightsand the values of democracy are entirely ignored by the Bushadministration, by corporate capitalism and by the religious rightwing. That explains how the U.S. can be decades behind the rest of theworld's democracies in honoring human rights.

How can America hope to rule the world when it chooses not to knowanything about the reasons why democracy emerged in America and thepurposes for which we were provided a science-based politicalphilosophy that has nothing to do with religion and capitalism. Weallow for nothing but unrestrained capitalism, as if it were a giftfrom Abraham's supernatural god, albeit a gift only to the rich andpowerful.

There was a time, up until the end of World War II, when Americamade effort to be a principled nation as opposed to a monied nation. Atthe least, we did have a set of Jeffersonian principles to which wecould and did look to for occasional inspiration. In spite ofreligion-based obstacles, we did eventually give African Americans andwomen the vote.

Coming out of the Depression in the 1930s, Henry Ford emerged as theworld's leading industrialist. He knew that if he were going to sellautomobiles to average Americans, he had to pay his employees enoughmoney to afford one. He invented the policy of high salaries thatassured consumption, believing that it was morally improper for theheads of companies to pay themselves more than 40 times theiremployees' average salary (3).

That approach to progress was abandoned after World War II with thebipartisan adoption of capitalism at the expense of socialism and thearguments that sustained America from the 1860s Industrial Revolutionto the 1930s. The heads of companies today make 350 to 400 times morethan their employees average salary (3).

With the the entire left half of the American argument increasinglybanned from public consideration, it became possible by the 1970s toeasily lose one's job for not being a "team player" and for not goingalong with the utter deceit that has nourished capitalism's growingdominion over the lives of the people.

Our educational, medical, governmental and business institutionshave been covering up internal sin for decades in order to look good inthe public eye, it all coming down to appearances in order to keep themoney coming in. We are so rich and we look so good, how can we bewrong (nevermind crime, corruption and incompetence)?

Those who had a mind of their own, those who thought for themselves,those with a sense of honesty and fairness and decency, had a difficulttime surviving the past half century of social degeneration. In otherwords, capitalism has actively selected for those who do not have amind of their own, those who do not think for themselves, those open tocultural psychosis, as part and parcel of incompetence.

Those who would stand up for a touch of human honesty and decencywere seen as criminals on the outside of a transcendent and infalliblesystem of corporate leadership. This translated into a general policyto ignore the message and kill the messenger, cover up and denial. Bythe time that the neoconservative CEO Bush administration was appointedinto power, the general policy had been extended to include lying andfabricating reality in a desperate bid for increased power over thepeople.

Those who have survived capitalism with silence and those who havejoined in the pursuit of wealth for wealth's sake have uniformly had tosacrifice personal honesty and integrity in order to maintaincompetitive placement. In this sense, the survivors are as culpable asthose leading the mindless pursuit of margins and money. The currentstate of utter corruption and denial is simply the end result of wherewe have been going for half a century.

We were all too wrapped up in personal survival and/or the pursuitof wealth to notice the demise of our family farming and ranchingcommunities. Jefferson loved these communities because people who werevirtually self-sufficient have the independence required to stand up togovernmental folly and corruption. Today, all that political power,once down-to-earth and in the people, has been reassigned to a smallhandful of people placed with desperate corporations.

We are unable to affect meaningful change because most of us thatare "successful" are as guilty as the rest for going along with whatcould be seen right up front and self-evidently as a corruptsocioeconomic system. The successful are those with the where-with-allto exploit those without. There is nothing beneath the surface here butpersonal gain in a world where neighbors are not friends butcompetition.

A purely capitalistic system has no ability for self-correction. Allit knows is that money is power - as exemplified by the Republicanparty which continues to support an unjustifiable and immoral war inIraq, continues to thrive on corporate corruption and remains entirelyblind to what the Bush administration has done to the party itself andto our national image in the eyes of the world.

At the same time, the Democratic party is simply unable to make anymeaningful change, not having a clue that unification comes fromagreement on values. That is because any meaningful change in the realmof values would threaten the socioeconomic system that put them inpower and provided them access to corporate lobbying money. Bothpolitical parties have participated in the corruption that iscapitalism and both parties know that if the discussion comes down tovalues, then capitalism is lost because capitalism cannot be defendedon value-laden ground.

The stock market is really nothing but a glorified gamblingoperation in which participants are restricted to those who can affordit. The real estate market manages to keep the price of housingincreasingly high and the labor market manages to keep wages stagnantsuch that only a tiny portion of young couples can even think of owningtheir own home. Who are we to blame for the sorry lack of sexualmorality in America's young people when they are provided no option?

What are we to think about those who have become wealthy by keepingyoung couples in lifelong debt in order to pay for a house? What are weto think about all of the "successful" people who have become wealthyin an increasingly corrupt and failed nation? The American programsince World War II has been an exercise in exploitation, the havesversus the have nots, both at home and abroad, many good people havingbeen duped into loyalty, not to democracy, but to the past (4).

Do the citizens of the European Union and China believe they are offthe hook, above and beyond accountability for the state of the world?The Cheney-Bush regime would not have been able to launch an unprovokedwar on Iraq without European and Chinese money in the form of loans. Inproviding those resources for a fee, the EU and China do shareresponsibility for funding the criminal actions of the Bushadministration.

The citizens of the EU and China must recognize that their money wasput to no good human use at all, hundreds of $billions to make theMiddle East into a quagmire of terrorism and civil war. With thatrecognition of culpability, the only path to accountability for the EUand China would be to recall all their loans and simply shut the Bushadministration down, right along with the economy of the "greatestnation on earth".

With Cheney as the infallible CEO behind the scenes of an infallibleBush administration at the head of an infallible Republican party asspokesmen for an infallible capitalism, all justified with aninfallible religion, does anyone seriously believe that Bush World willnot come to an ignominious end in bankruptcy? On the upside, whenreligion and capitalism are discredited from the global political arena(the largely unrecognized Bush administration agenda), it will give theworld pause to reconsider what we mean by terms like human rights,fairness, equality and democracy.

Jefferson believed that democracy was best maintained by staging arevolution with each passing generation, about every 20 years. That wasover ten generations ago. It is time for a change. It really comes downtoday to a choice between the human rights of Jesus and Jefferson orthe legal despotism of Old Testament religion and capitalism. Thisought be an easy choice, especially for Americans who now typically andaccurately "regard the wealthiest few not as heroes but as thieves" (5).

Readings

1) PM Carpenter, Proof positive that we're absolutely nuts, The Smirking Chimp, March 15, 2007.
(http://www.smirkingchimp.com/thread/6101)

2) EJ Dionne, Jr., Morning in America, Washington Post, March 20, 2007.
(http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/03/19/AR2007031901636.html)

3) Michael Rocard Le Monde, Ethical Capitalism: A Fragile Principle, Truth Out, January 9, 2007. (http://www.truthout.org/docs_2006/011807G.shtml)

4) Sam Harris, God's Dupes, Los Angeles Times, March 15, 2007.
(http://www.latimes.com/news/opinion/commentary/la-oe-harris15mar15,0,671840.story)

5) Naomi Klein, Conrad Black is on trial in a nation that loathes its elites, The Guardian UK, March 23, 2007. (http://www.guardian.co.uk/comment/story/0,,2040711,00.html)


 
 
Volmarr
24 March 2007 @ 04:40 am
Your Dating Style:
Honest Relationship (Self-Directed)


You like to have an honest relationship with someone. You may or may not be faithful, but you would always tell them what's going on with you.



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Volmarr
11 October 2006 @ 07:31 pm
My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
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Volmarr
27 September 2006 @ 01:44 pm

Yellow Self-Existing Warrior

 



Tone 4: Self-Existing - Measure & Discipline

 

Yellow Warrior is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you are becoming.

Yellow Warrior, the galactic guide, is a mystic ferryman on the return path to the stars; allow Yellow Warrior's staff to ferry you to the spiraling vortex of cosmic consciousness. Yellow Warrior is the grace of the descent of the dove. Embody the mystic gift of trust in direct guidance. Through trust, you journey to the place of 'no time' and limitless light. There you will undergo the transformations to embody solar heart and mind.

Yellow Warrior is a conduit for cosmic communication, offering access to the universal web of consciousness. This is the web of the Mayan mystic spider that weaves intergalactic threads, the conduit of interconnected consciousness. Yellow Warrior is the spider in the web, the grid connection for divine communication. Receive these ripples of knowing from Yellow Warrior's web through the central axis in your spine, your staff. Accept this gift of knowing in grace, as you would receive the morning light by turning your face to the Sun. Grace is an unexpected touch, a blessing given in love, a natural gift from the universe. Use the power of love like an electrical current to serve the light. Open fully to feel and receive it!

The number for Yellow Warrior is sixteen, the number of unity with the cosmic foundation of resonant evolution. As you embody the ferryman's staff, you become anchored in your connection to cosmic consciousness. Holding within you the foundational steps of the trinity, you carry the "Christed one" into the world. As a living mystic, you are the conduit of the spiraling galaxies that creates a union with cosmic consciousness. Sixteen may also be seen as the beginning of another octave - a higher octave characterized by organic balance and the new Earth under your feet.

Yellow Warrior's colours are indigo and gold, combining the limitlessness of the night sky with the freedom of the daytime Sun. If you desire to access grace and trust, focus on these colours.

Yellow Human is your Higher Self & Guide.

Yellow Human is the grail, the golden fleece, the philosopher's stone, the alchemical transmutation that turns baser materials into gold. It is the cornucopia, the paradox of emptiness and harvest, the still place that lies open and fallow, receiving the gifts.

Yellow Human offers you the gift of beginner's mind in the fullness of union. Be receptive. Yellow Human is preparing your circuits for transformation. Become empty, that your thirst may be quenched by the bounteous gifts poured from the chalice of the spiralling galaxies. Open and receive all that Yellow Human offers in the chalice of your own body.

Eb asks you to strengthen and clear your physical vessel in order to prepare for the expanded energies of higher mind. Your chalice of self is being purified through vibrational adjustments in the brain/body system. With this quickening, adjustments are made and your circuits of consciousness are naturally transformed. Often this process is accompanied by the sensation of being altered or "rewired". Higher centers of the brain and the light-sensitive pineal and pituitary glands are being activated to contain more light. This penetration brings you to a critical threshold, creating enormous change at the cellular level. It also activates soul memories and expands your concepts of reality.

With this expanded consciousness, your brain/body system is being cleared and fine-tuned so that you can create a sluiceway for the activation and acceleration of cosmic consciousness. This penetration of frequencies and its accompanying quickening is like upgrading the 'hard drive' of your biocomputer and activating the 'hidden chip,' the unused parts of your brain.
This is the foundation and awakening of your light body, a body crafted from the expansion of interstellar light within every cell. This body exists in and out of time and space and is able to experience and communicate freely with other dimensions and times. This is the resonant body within those whom Jose Arguelles calls the Servant-Warriors: "those humans who fully realize the dream light body within the physical body and understand the circuitry of the human organism - who use the light body to navigate the electromagnetic waters which we call the universe."

The development of the light body involves strong interaction between Spirit and self as you prepare for entrance into the expanded chalice of Essence Self. In preparing this vessel, you enter into the rites of passage inherent to cosmic consciousness, and such rites eventually burst any false containers of self that cannot encompass the expanding chalice.

In meditation, expand to include all that you are. Then bring that feeling of expansion back into your physical self. In this process, you create a complex stability, opening a chalice of self that is fully rooted in human form. With this expansion, you are freed to explore within a new center that, paradoxically, seems to have to center. Yellow Human reveals the secret of being essence within form, everywhere and nowhere, "nothing" but present in all things.

The metaphor of the ever-expanding chalice is a powerful spiritual tool. This chalice represents the eternal container of light, ever filled with spirit's fire and nourishment. It is the metaphor that represents the form in which your full potential can manifest. Each stage in your journey feels like the final one, but each stage then opens to an expanded form, releasing you into the next stage of consciousness.

All the gifts of the macrocosm pour out of the universal cornucopia. With an open heart, empty yourself to be filled with the fruits of your true desire. Through the temple of your body, lift the chalice of your expanded self and declare that it is filled with truth and clarity. Feel the ecstatic union with your full potential as a human being.

Meditate on the cornucopia with you at its center. Lift the chalice of your self-generated energy vortex to greet the vortex that will descend from above. As an open vessel, prepare a place to receive Yellow Human's gifts. When you flow in unconditional love, all the fruits of the universe rush toward you for benediction.

Bathe in love's essence as a child splashing in a pool on a hot day. Connect with others in joyous union. Use the broom of Yellow Human to sweep your day clear of past experiences and the issues and obstacles of small mind. In the spirit of Yellow Human function on all frequencies and power bands. Your cup is filled with the nectar of sacramental union. Be fulfilled by the great harvest of love!


Red Serpent is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper.


"I am the flint and tinder of the sacred fire," reads the meditation for Red Serpent. In the Great Mystery, flint and tinder represent the instinctive combustion that initiates movement in the physical body toward union with Spirit. When flint and tinder are brought together, the spark of divinity awakens and ignites the fire of your essence. Red Serpent invites the purifying spark of the sacred fire, the kundalini, to align and integrate your body, mind and spirit. Red Serpent can help you uncover apparent blockages in specific chakras to clear an align them. If you are working on a process of purification, invite Red Serpent to assist you.
Red Serpent's symbol is the serpent, representing healing and wholeness. This Mayan medicine can remove toxins, rejuvenate and transform dis-ease. Red Serpent is also known by the Maya as the kultanlilni, or kundalini, the energy that moves up from the base of the spine and out through the crown chakra. There are two aspects of this force, the ida and the pingala, representing its male and female polarities. One of the ancient secrets of Red Serpent is the activation of higher states of consciousness through balancing these two polarities so that they dance within us as one. Another metaphor for this serpent energy comes from the Mayan words luk umen tun ben can, or "those absorbed by the serpent of the sacred knowledge." When the seven chakras are fully activated, one experiences an enlightened state.

Red Serpent represents the basic structural apparatus of your motivations, instincts, desires, and your innate movement toward wholeness. Red Serpent asks you to shed the skin of your past and step into the fires of alchemical transmutation. In this, rebirth is revealed. This desire is an innate response encoded in the depths of your being.

With the energy of Red Serpent, you learn to use the innate intelligence of the body. In this culture you may have become separated from this wisdom. It works like this: when you suppress and ignore your issues, your body receives and retains the unconscious metaphors of that which is ignored. This may be expressed through physical symptoms that bring your unconscious issues to conscious awareness. When this happens, work toward a more conscious relatonship with your body - and work with the physical metaphors in order to heal yourself on all levels.

The body has a specific kind of consciousness through which messages are clearly delivered. In fact, the body itself is a living metaphor that mirrors your mind, emotions and spirit. However, the body also remembers all it has experienced, and consequently holds the consciousness of the past within it, including past wounds and traumas. In healing these, remember the innocence of your body. Treat it with love and respect. Open yourself to be aware of its messages and metaphors rather than storing them. Be willing to look at the positive intent beneath any symptoms or physical process your body is using to communicate. Explore whatever it may be asking you to see.

In this alignment process, you can use images or energies that come to you in meditation or dreams. Journey through your body to catalyze and explore any sensations, colors, shapes, or images. In these times we have a profound opportunity to transcend both our physical and our spiritual genetics. The body's integration provides an unparalleled opportunity for personal evolution. Learn to expand and utilize your senses to access your body's wisdom and vitality. Don't 'think' about it; simply allow your body to sense intuitively the solutions necessary for change and growth.

Red Serpent also represents the connection between powerful physical/ecstatic experiences and the light of higher consciousness. This is an initiation of awakening through the body and senses, rather than in negation of them. As Jose Arguelles says in The Mayan Factor, "Like the Maya, we shall understand that the path to the stars is through the senses." Within the body are held the keys to fully awakening our consciousness. This deeper understanding is expressed in tantric practices, where spirituality and sexuality are integrated and honoured as a means to enlightenment. Red Serpent represents the integration of mind, body and spirit.

Red Serpent is associated with the sacred tools of the drum and the rattle. Drums and rattles can break down old patterns or bring energy into alignment.

White World-Bridger represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime.

If you find yourself disturbed by or denying any painful processes, be willing to look at how you might embrace death. Death is a natural part of transformation. Sometimes we are brought to experience symbolic deaths such as loss, divorce, illness, or separation from others. Embrace these seemingly dark or difficult experiences; they will release you from attachments and expectations, clearing you to more fully receive the light. If you find yourself in a dark corner of depression or despair, White World-Bridger offers you a lifeline, a way out. Allow your burdens to be lifted into the sweet release and forgiveness of White World-Bridger. Don't give up. There is always someone somewhere who can help you. Reach out to a friend, a loved one, a therapist. Know that you are comforted and supported in love's unconditional embrace.

Another shadow of White World-Bridger is the desire to be in control, which can move into fear of death. This fear may be expressed as an imbalance in your physical, mental or emotional well-being, or as an exaggerated focus on the body, health, money or addictive activities. Look at the consequences and possibilities that would be presented by your symbolic death. The transformation offered in White World-Bridger is found in surrender, release and forgiveness. Through awareness and clear intention, old patterns can magically shift, offering you a loving hand that shows a new way.


Blue Night is your Compliment - something that comes naturally to you.

Blue night is the dark mystery within, the journey into self, that place to which you can always retreat to garner the gifts of your process subjectively. You are being asked to enter into and explore your process subjectively. Blue Night is the immense field of potential found in the depths of human emotion and feeling. The touch of Blue Night is like the moment you crawl into bed and feel yourself surrounded by warmth, darkness and peace.

Blue Night's abyss holds the potent evolutionary playing field of all possibility. Here, as in the aboriginal dreamtime, there are no distinctions between then and now, real or imagined, dream or dreamer. In this expanded field, all things are not only possible but are constantly in the process of creation. In the framework of dreamtime, limiting constructs of "ordinary reality" such as time, space, and linear causality are freed into an expanded system, with unlimited access to ALL realities.

Dreamtime holds powerful opportunities. It is a field where potential, past, and future are held in the same matrix as the present moment. If such a construct is foreign to you, stretch your mind and entertain the possibility that you could help to dream a different reality into being. Enter into the mystery where reality is actually created.

In becoming a conscious dreamer, you can assist in literally creating a new reality for yourself, as well as constributing to the larger dream that is emerging. By focusing on this creation, your thoughts and intentions are projected at superluminal speeds across the crystal grid network that encompasses universes. This energetic field seeds, supports, and empowers the creation of an unfolding reality.

At a certain point, when a critical threshold of energy has been focused on a clear intent such as world peace, the underlying constructs of reality shift and a new reality begins filtering into human experience. Make no mistake: great change is seeded by conscious dreamers who understand and know that they are co-creating the larger dream.

Among other things, the dreamfield will bring to the surface your psychological polarities and core issues. These are the belief constructs you learn from society and experience, such as likes and dislikes, values and attitudes. You naturally attract the situation that promises integration, but through conditioning and habitual behaviour, you may choose to compensate, staying in a fixed pattern to protect your position. This choice will create only momentary relief, because the issues will keep being drawn back to be integrated. Thus, you may often find whatever is blocked or hidden manifesting into your consciousness through a dream, a body symptom, or a relationship. Often you may resist the new and the unknown. You may avoid going over your "growth edge", because it may be asking for a shift in your underlying belief structures. Yet profound growth is possible through working with this charged material. Through following it into the darkness, you bring into the dreamfield the light that will carry you to wholeness and fulfillment.

In working with the growth edge in your dreamfield, often it is important to catalyze enough energy to free the stuckness and fixed patterns. By following or amplifying the feeling, your increased awareness will lead to the root of the issue thas has been separated from consciousness. Hidden within the unused channels of your perception are clues to the mystery that will integrate and release the restrictive pattern.

A meditation for Blue Night is, "I am the darkness that is the light and the stillness that is the dancing." This meditation perfectly describes the paradoxical energy of Blue Night, the place of darkness from which all light emanates, the no-form abyss that contains all possibility. In finding this still point of Blue Night, you can access any expression of the light. The energy of Blue Night simply asks you to be still, to allow that expression to take shape from the darkness. From the darkness of Blue Night emerges the Essence Self. Sit in stillness, embracing the journey of insight and integration.

The colour of Blue Night is black, which represents the womb of the larger self, the receptive condition necessary to receive the light fully. Black is also an access route to the wisdom of the unconscious, the mystery of the abyss where you can tap into the collective dreamfield for insight and creative ideas. Blue Night also includes the shades of gray, symbolic of the merging of light with the darkness. If you wish to work with the energy of Blue Night, visualize black.


Your Tone is Tone 4 - Self-Existing

Order, definition, discrimination, natural cycles, meaningful alignment.

Four is the ray of measure, the alignment with natural cycles. It is the square, the base of the pyramid, the solid foundation that unifies the lines of directional force. Four is the diamond asking you to utilize tools of discrimination.

Now is the time to manifest your dream or vision. Look to natural logic, order and definition - these gifts support the whisperings of your creative spirit. You are the architect who manifests your dreams! Open the door and call forth the sacred Four. You are being brought into meaningful alignment, bringing healing into this cycle of your life.

The four directions offer you assistance in understanding universal physical laws. Use measure as a tool of consciousness to mold time, form and space. Now is the time to focus, to connect tangibly with the undefined. Take your ideas and give them discipline and form. Develop the ability to discriminate without creating separation or judgement. Channel your creative energy constructively, generating the power for practical manifestation!

 
 
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Volmarr
06 June 2006 @ 09:37 pm
There's at least one person on your LiveJournal who wants to date you or sleep with you.

So let's play........FRIENDS with BENEFITS

The rules are simple...

If you want to date the person who posts this, send him a message saying "I'm yours."

If you just want to sleep with the person and stay friends, send him a message that says "I'd hit it."

SCARED??? You only live once!

THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS and see who replies!

All responses will be screened.
 
 
Volmarr
31 May 2006 @ 08:59 am
You scored as Green. The Green Party believes in an America where decisions are made by the people and not by a few giant corporations. Their environmental goal is a sustainable world where nature and human society co-exist in harmony.

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Green

100%

New Democrat

95%

Old School Democrat

75%

Libertarian

55%

Pro Business Republican

35%

Foreign Policy Hawk

5%

Socially Conservative Republican

0%

What's Your Political Philosophy?
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Volmarr
14 May 2006 @ 10:53 pm

Versatile Operational Lifeform Manufactured for Assassination and Rational Repair
 
 
Volmarr
11 May 2006 @ 04:36 pm
I found this great place to shop... http://www.cryoflesh.com
 
 
Volmarr
02 May 2006 @ 10:35 am
More info about those aliens that crash landed in London awhile ago...
 
 
Volmarr
01 May 2006 @ 11:10 am
Today is buy nothing day!!!!
 
 
Volmarr
23 April 2006 @ 07:44 am
Take the quiz:
What kind of Goth are you?

Cyber Goth
You are a Cyber Goth! You would love to look into the future to see what new things we could learn. The past is nothing for you. You like neon colors and blacklights. Keep dancing like a machine!

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Volmarr
I can relate to this, maybe my situation is no-where near as bad, but it's a similar idea....

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia - A Malaysian man said he nearly fainted when he recieved a $218 trillion phone bill and was ordered to pay up within 10 days or face prosecution, a newspaper reported Monday.

Yahaya Wahab said he disconnected his late father's phone line in January after he died and settled the 84 ringgit ($23) bill, the New Straits Times reported.

But Telekom Malaysia later sent him a 806,400,000,000,000.01 ringgit ($218 trillion) bill for recent telephone calls along with orders to settle within 10 days or face legal proceedings, the newspaper reported.

It wasn't clear whether the bill was a mistake, or if Yahaya's father's phone line was used illegally after after his death.

"If the company wants to seek legal action as mentioned in the letter, I'm ready to face it," the paper quoted Yahaya as saying. "In fact, I can't wait to face it," he said.

Yahaya, from northern Kedah state, received a notice from the company's debt-collection agency in early April, the paper said. Yahaya said he nearly fainted when he saw the new bill.

Government-linked Telekom Malaysia Bhd. is the country's largest telecommunications company.

A company official, who declined to be identified as she was not authorized to speak to the media, said Telekom Malaysia was aware of Yahaya's case and would address it. She did not provide further details.